There's Something About Harry

Over the past week, I have had one person on my mind and it all started so innocently, from watching a video posted on facebook of this person - let's call him HE - singing show tunes. Now, I know the above sentence calls a couple of things to mind: 1) facebook stalking but I was not really; just trying to keep up with my friends from afar; and 2) singing showtunes but trust me, he is not gay, just uber-talented and able to bring rat pack cool to something that has gone the way of the dinosuars.

But I digress. The thing is, I was yet again amazed by how talented HE is. I have always admired HE, especially when he followed his dream; moved on from simply having a job and took himself back into a career he loved. I have admired the silly sarcastic way he has of making his friends laugh, his ability to make the most shocking comments seems insanely funny and almost normal. And I have admired him for the longest time because he impressed me. He made me look at him in a different light and it was the fist time in a long time someone had made me do so.

So I have had HE on the brain. It is a bit annoying but it has also been good. It has made me assess my life right now, and why I seem to be stuck in a holding pattern, rather than off experiencing things to the fullest. It has made me remember what it is like to be madly in love with someone and to wonder/hope/dream that that person felt the same way. And it has made me remember some very very good times with a wonderful friend, who mananged to always be on the periphery of my life but mean so very much to me, without even knowing it.