

And to that end, all the people I have on my friend profile are there because I know them, I love them, and I want to share in their life anyway I can. So culling me (or anyone else you might be thinking of) says you don't value my friendship. Or you're just waiting to see if I am going to notice or care enough to mention it - send that message that says "was that a mistake? noticed you're missing". Perhaps I am too proud, but I refuse to send that message when I suddenly see a friendly face missing in action; if you wanted me gone, you made it clear. Which is probably why the dagger is still stuck in the heart.
I feel another downside of all this communicating is that we're so busy letting others know what we're doing, updating, putting out vague yet tantalizing statuses, or tweeting. We get so wrapped up in saying something without saying anything. I know so many people probably think that they know what is going on with me and my life based on my status updates and random snippets that are posted in public places, yet I still feel the need to take a bit of a break and write my friends individually to share with them. And it feels like a slap in the face (man, is the body metaphors being abused right now!) when they don't (or won't) take the time to reciprocate and let me know in turn how life rolls for them. Gone the days of letter writing and the importance placed on it, but sometimes, I miss those days. At least then missives from those you loved were treated with the reverance they deserved.
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